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About Me Member Digital Artist 0-ritsuka-018/Male/Spain Recent Activity Deviant for 5 Months
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Devious Journal Entry

Wed Sep 23, 2009, 2:06 PM
Well I'll try to use this journal to..."tell" some...thing what happens to me and how do i feel...
It's quite a strange thing, im not feeling very well, but im feeling fine... sometimes im happy, but sometimes im sad, i know what i want, but im not able to reach it, i just want someone who can understand me and who wants to help me...

This journal isnt written for those few who read it, its just a "note for myself" where i can express how im feeling and how my life keeps going the same way as always...
I thought when i finished high school and started university, things would change, i could start studying what i really want and do what i wanna do... but things are not as i expected... im not studying what i want... even im not studying anything i like... im "being forced" to study something which supposely "will give me job"... but i dont want that... im not thinking about my future right now, i just wanna live my present life without worries about the future... why cant i do what i really wanna do?

I just wanna be free, i wanna have wings and start flying away from this life...there are little things wich keep me up right now, and i just wanna live for them, if it wasnt for them... i wouldnt know what i'd be doing... but i have to thank those...few things for what they mean to me...and what they do for me...

nothing more to say, im a bit down this days... hope i get better with time...

again, thank the people who read this, more thanks for the ones who write comments, and special thanks for my favourite deviant and adviser, :iconxandria-tchebbi: =)

  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: My dog sleeping
  • Watching: TV
  • Drinking: Water

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Madrid
  • Interests: Anime, Manga, Videogames...
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock, Punk-Rock, J-music
  • Operating System: Windows XP
  • MP3 player of choice: iTunes
  • Favourite game: Final fantasy, Pokemon, RPG by turns
  • Favourite gaming platform: Nintendo (I love all of'em)
  • Personal Quote: I'm not good ToT

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:iconhunchy:
Thanks for the fave.

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"You watched it. You can't unwatch it."
:iconxandria-tchebbi:
:poke: [link]

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When you do the things you have to do when you have to do them, the day will come when you can do the things you want to do when you want to do them.
:icon0-ritsuka-0:
*O*
its sooo amazing!!!
but the thing is... im repeating a lot when i see you r art...

thank u for posting!! ^^
:iconselen3:
hello :)
thanks for the fave ^^

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D.Gray-man :heart:
:icon0-ritsuka-0:
ur welcome^^

ive just restarted to play FFTA2 and i like it ^^
:iconselen3:
vou :) I haven't tried it yet ^^ but FFTA was awesome :meow:

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D.Gray-man :heart:
:iconhunchy:
Thanks for the fave.

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"You watched it. You can't unwatch it."
:iconxandria-tchebbi:
:iconevilgrinplz::iconfaveplz:

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When you do the things you have to do when you have to do them, the day will come when you can do the things you want to do when you want to do them.
:iconbyona:
Thank you for the watch ^^

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HEY THERE'S A PARTY AT SEPHIROT'S HOUSE TONIGHT! I'M GOING TO CRUSH SOME SHINRA SOLDIERS MUAHAHAHA *runs away laughing like a witch*
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